I dunno how I did it, but I know I did, and my friends saw it. I got phone calls a few days later with friends asking "So, are you happy that you cried?". Weird? What's weirder is that I'm not happy, of course I'm not or why did I cry?

Why indeed. Phew, where do I start? I'll have to try and explain me before I can even begin to explain why.